I talked to TM for a bit...And suggested ending what we had...and he didn't say yes or no, so I assume we're good in that department. I am trying not to be so needy, I really am. I just called earlier, cause I wanted to hear his voice, and be reminded that there is indeed someone that cares about me. He called me back, after reading my status on F-Book, and we chatted. See, that shows to me, that he does indeed care, about how I feel. Even if he tries to cover it up.

He just needs to relax, let go, and enjoy the ride. That's what I think. We have 6 months, give or take until he leaves, and I want to make the most of those 6 months. I want to show him how wild I can be in bed. I want to drink hot chocolate with him, and watch the sunrise over the frozen lake. I want to show him, what it's like to be liked. If he would just give me a chance. He says he's not worthy of being loved. I most definitely beg to differ. I sometimes think that I'm not worthy of having a guy like him like me.

Bahhh....

Enough of that for the time being.

xxoo