Grrrr...

Normally, I wouldn't be happy, just being someone's friend with benefits. But, with you, it's different. Knowing that you've somehow miraculously made the commitment, means something to me. It wouldn't mean much to most people, but it does to me. I love how you think I'm an awesome girl. Or at least you say you do. It's been awhile since I've had someone, let alone a boy say that to me, and actually mean it. I don't want to push you anymore. I just want to tell you how I feel. And, to be honest, I feel like we're a couple. We have the couple-y talks, and we act couple-y. So, therefore I feel like a couple. That's just the way I feel. Please don't respond with just a yep...hahahaha. --What needed to be said.

Sometimes, I want there to be more, sometimes I don't. I just want things to be as less complicated as they have to be. I do know one thing, this boy makes me happier than any other boy. And he's just a friend.

I'm feeling a little lovey dovey, you'll have to excuse me. I'm sorry. I'm also uber stressed, and writing seems to be the only way to alleviate that stress. (Good word, alleviate!!)

I'm hoping that Matt comes down this weekend. I REALLY am. It'd be nice to see him, I feel like I haven't seen him in forever, which is very true. I'd give anything to hug him. Have him waiting for me when I get out of work on Friday. :) *hint hint, nudge nudge*...